giovedì, 15 giugno 2006, ore 23:04



a few hours ago I was driving
the music was so higt. to pad my head
the windows both was let down: the sun burned my shoulder
i run desparate between the drives that smelt like grass just cut
the people turns one's gaze on me
i fix them with my sure eyes. made up of black
and I didn't have my head
and my hair flyed to cover the sight
and some men were out of the pubs to drink
and some women was riding bicycle
and there was a boy with a so lovely ass
and there was this warm that I could collapse: I love the Sun
and there is W. that wrote a dedication for me on your site: and i almoust cried
and there is A. that will give me a copy of his book
and there are you that saw me: "partiamo. ho voglia di stare con te"
and there are so much people that know me. that know the other side: more than my blondes hair
and there are all this people that love me: perhaps more over

I thought...it was the right day to die. in a flash
tell me I'm not crazy: please
tell me I'm not crazy: please
also I'm weeping silently
I'm afraid. help me. I have the pillow full of mascara. I'm afraid
and I thank God that I don't have clears eyes
because this way... I can't keep all inside
and if someone shall wach on my iris, he can show the bones that I feel
help me. please. because I'm afraid
i'm afraid to be crazy
hold my head between yours hands: I don't want it travels alone
I'm not crazy!
I don't want to feel all this blood!
i don't want nothing
I should wish a hug. to my swollen eyes
a kiss to my tears

{a te
che ieri sera hai ascoltato il mio silenzio. e mi hai assicurato non posso essere pazza. e hai sentito la mia voce cosi bassa chiederti "perchè sento tutto questo". e mi hai detto non sono pazza. e non farò mai cazzate. e mi hai aiutato a far tornare il sorriso

a Saku, la mia sorellina, la terza. quella con le gambe lunghe lunghe. che mi prova il reggiseno della "sua creazione" e mi dice c ho le tette piccole
per il tuo essere così bella. per il tuo sentirmi. senza io ti dica quasi nulla. nemmeno un "ti voglio bene", che tanto... già lo sai

a te
che stanotte m hai mandato quel sms. proprio mentre stavo male. e chissà poi perchè. te che m hai visto una volta. e m hai detto sono pazza. ma credo intendessi "speciale". come te: che sei speciale}
ilariathequeen